-Let Memories Be Memories-




Have not been blogging for a while. Yea, o levels are over. Back to my games, lion dance and dance!
Been pretty busy since friday. Had dance on friday after my last paper, service+fuel+movie-screening@myhouse on sat and d&d today. Busy life right. > <

You know. I am still like not sure. Should I move on or remain at this stage. It's the heart vs mind thingy again. They should have a boxing match one day right. Lol. Like you see the heart hitting the mind and the mind hitting back. O_o Never mind.. On a more serious note. I do not know what will bring forth the best outcome. Should I say, heart, alright, I'll follow you. Or do I say, mind, you are thinking, you are right. Let me follow you. To move or not to move? Lord may I know the answer? Maybe it's also because I am afraid. Afraid that things may turn out bad! And then it will really hurt.

Yay. Christmas is coming soon. New year coming soon. Everything so soon. Time passes too fast.
Dear santa!
I wish that I have more meat on my body and that I dance better and that I get the answers to my questions.
Yours faithfully, ShiHao

Now, I need a job. and money. God bless. Amen.




-Let Memories Be Memories-




Hi Father! I'm here for a little prayer.

Father you know that I'm currently having my O'levels examinations now. It ends in two more days and after that I freeee. However Father, tomorrow will be two of my weakest subject that is being tested. Father i pray to you that you will guide me through tomorrow's examinations. I pray that I will be able to feel you by my side during the papers. I will be able to feel you in my heart, your knowlegde, your power, your love, your everything. And I will like to thank you for watching over me during today's geog paper 1. I really felt your presence during the paper and I guess I did well.

And I will also like to pray for ShiWah, my dance partner. She is having her second round of the DanceFloor competition. Father I pray that you will bless her and her team as they go for the competition. That the judges will be impressed by them and that they will be able to go through to the next round. They have the potential and you know it, Father. But potential is just wasted talent. They need to fulfill their potential and Father, by guiding them through to the third round of the competition, their talents will not be wasted. Hence, I pray that you bless them. And I'd like to extend the blessing to everyone. I pray that you bless my friends, my family and people around me. And that they will lead an enriching and fun-filled life. In Jesus's name.

Amen.




It's been a cold, windy, rainy, draggy, long day. Not that I don't like cold/windy/rainy weather. I love them. Just that I'm so bored? Haha. That's right. I'm sooo bored today. So I was practically sleeping for half a day. I feel so bored that I don't even know what to blog about! Haha.

Oh yea.. Liverpool lost. Sigh!!!!! I'm so sad. =(

Well, for that mini essay I wanted to write, it's about racial harmony in Singapore. 'Cos I saw this cute little indian girl playing with this cute little chinese boy on the mrt. Then everyone around was looking at them and smiling away. So it kind of inspired me. Cool huh? Haha.

Sigh.. God has been ignoring my questions. But I will continue asking till He answers me. I will continue praying till He answers the prayers. Amen.




Alright Alright. Today's the hip hop day. But man. I felt kinda dead. Didn manage to feel high during the dance. Probably 'cos the music was kind of soft? And that I was pritty tired. Right.. After church went vivo city, sengkang home. Yea. Shan't elaborate. Instead. I feel like writing a mini essay. =)))))

SIGH! I wanted to write a mini essay. I had everything in my head. then I got distracted. Now I can't write it anymore. I WANT TO WATCH LIVERPOOL VS ARSENAL!!!! Plsplsplsplsplsplspls. I want I want. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! Alright Alright. I know Liverpool will win. I believe in my team! But I still want to watch. Pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls. I am going to killl myself if I cant watch it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I AM GOING MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

Sigh. There are people who just cannot understand what is the love and passion for football, for the teams. In my case. Liverpool!

Priorities in my life
1) Family and Love and Liverpool
2) Dance and Football
3) Friends (refers to normal friends. good or best friends is either 1 or 2. duh!)
4) Drums and Guitar

If only everyone is passionate about football. You know. I have already planned what I want to wear when I'm lying dead in the coffin! Liverpool jersey shirt inside. Formal shirt that girlfriend/wife choose on the outside. Then pants chose by parents. No matter what, die die must wear liverpool jersey. Of cos, I'd already be dead. Lol. I bet all you people will think that I am mad. Maybe I am. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!




Home! I'm home! Lol.

It's a fun day today! (= Had service which was quite entertaining. Then had FUEL which was quite enriching. Then had dinner which was complete LOL exprience! Amen to that. Hahaha. Right on. So the dinner was at adam food center. We finished the food pritty fast I would say. Then sat and talked for don't know how long.. All I remember was leaving church at around 7 and leaving food center around 9. So spent like two hours sitting at the food center.... All thanks to Princess Zhu, we had a hell of a time! It was so amusing. I really need a cam-recorder. I'd record down her actions and show you. Haha.

Then we had to walk the dear Princess Zhu to the bus stop and wait for the bus with her cos it was late and DARK. Lol. This is called part time bodyguards! Then for some reason or another. I've become a jie-mei. How cool is that! Like whoa, get away from me, I'm sissy :)

After that, we walked in the dark and went home.. I'm excited about D&D tomorrow. Especially the dance part! Mainly because I have not done hip hop for so long. Can't wait. Haha. Can't wait for O levels to finish too! On more week!~ GO SHI HAO!!!!!

ps: need money for buying stuff plzplzplzplpzlpzlzplzplzpzlzzplzpzlzpzplz?




Heyo. Yay for weekends! No school for 2 days ((=

Today was quite a long day. Woke up at 12. Went to school. Had some briefing bout choosing where you want to go for first three months. Did e-maths paper 2. Played soccer. Went Bras Basah. Went Bugis. Went Sengkag. Went Woodlands. Went Teck Whye and finallyyyy. HOME! Haha. Busy sia. Next time if you wanna ask me go out, must book 2 days in advance alright? Then we'll discuss the appointment fees and stuff.

Haha. Just pulling your leg. I'm not that busy. You know. I'm not really sure of what to do.. Should I go for it. Or should I sit back and watch how things go. This is something like a mind over heart or heart over mind thing. Heart says yes, but mind holds back. So should I or should I not? God? May I know the answer? Haha. Thinking of an answer makes me forget of what I want to blog in the first place. -_-

Aight. Till next time! Lol.. Long day tomorrow again I think..




Rain rain rain.
Rain rain rain.
I am dancing in the rain
Shouting screaming like mad man
Rain rain rain.

Hahaha. Just some random stuff. It goes with the tune of that commercial song. That "grow" milk commercial. "Grow grow grow, grow grow grow, delicious creamy grow grow grow.." Something like that la. Haha.

It just can't stop raining! And I just can't stop sleeping. Woke at 9am. Dozed off at 9.15. Then woke up at 10. Walked around the house tryin to wake up. Then dozed off again! Woke up at 12. Then I told myself. If I continue like this, don't need take exam already. I rock right? Paper was still managable I guess. At least can get B4. I hope.. And I was like nearly dozing off in exam can. Nearly. But I didn. Dunno why so tired. I slept for like nearly 9 hours.. Maybe I'm becoming a piggy.

Sigh. Then after exam wanted to go SMU. But didn't. Cos I no money to take so much public transport. =((( Then my friend say player street soccer. Then RAIN! I was like. "Alright God. I know you want me to go home and rest. I will do that". Haha. Must learn to live in healthy fear of God. I obedient right. Lol.

Then like that lo. Came home. Bro going out so here I am. Blogging! > <

PS: Daddy Yankee's the best for reggeaton and hip hop! He's a spanish singer who's songs make me feel high. Makes you wanna move! Haha. Shall put his song up here.




Heya. Just gonna blog a little today. My brother is still at home! Cannot have the whole computer to myself. *cries* =(((

Aight, anyway. Had papers in the morning today. Why is all the language paper 2 in o levels so easy? Hahaha. Fine, not very easy. But still easier than the practices I did. Went city hall after that. Had is weird bread! It's called something like "Crouching tiger, Hidden Bacon". o_O

It is tough to chew - like french loaf. And okay la... Then went sengkang then go home lo. Oh, danced a bit at SMU there. Quite fun and interesting. AND CASEY LEARNING BALLET! How cool. Haha. I needed to say that. > <

Long day summed up short. PIECE OUT! Lol.

PS: Buy me latin dance clothes
PSS: Buy me hip hop gear
PSSS: Buy me electric guitar
PSSSS: Christmas coming *wink wink*




-Let Memories Be Memories-




-Let Memories Be Memories-




Whoa.. This is what happens when I get emo. All those ryhmes come to me. Next time if anyone wants to me fill in some lyrics for songs or what. Make me sad. Then the lytics will come naturally. Heh.. I wonder..

Can you feel my pain?
Regret sorrow and neglect.
Shamed by what I've done
I go in circles round and round
Finding a way out of this endless hell

One mistake one second
All it takes to break things up
The volcano erupts
I won't run.
Melt in the larva to redeem my sins

Go satan, laugh all you want
I'm going to kick you butt
Twist your neck and pierce your heart
Then all evil shall be gone
I will laugh out loud and rejoice
A new age will hence begin.


sigh... i'll go rest then practise again..